Monday, October 27, 2008

Book of Disquiet, an excerpt

“To submit to nothing, whether to a man or a love or an idea, and to have the aloof independence of not believing in the truth or even (if it existed) in the usefulness of knowing it—this seems to me the right attitude for the intellectual inner life of those who can’t live without thinking.  To belong is synonymous with banality.  Creeds, ideals, a woman, a profession—all are prisons and shackles.  To be is to be free.  Even ambition, if we take pride in it, is a hindrance; we wouldn’t be proud of it if we realized it’s a string by which we’re pulled.  No: no ties even to ourselves!  Free from ourselves as well as from others, contemplatives without ecstasy, thinkers without conclusions and liberated from God, we will live the few moments of bliss allowed us in the prison yard by the distraction of our executioners.  Tomorrow we will face the guillotine.  Or if not tomorrow, then the day after.  Let us stroll about in the sun before the end comes, deliberately forgetting all projects and pursuits.  Without wrinkles our foreheads will glow in the sun, and the breeze will be cool for those who quit hoping.” 

Fernando Pessoa

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